In the quiet echoes of my life, I find myself grappling with a profound sense of solitude. The journey has been marked by heartache and loss, as my beloved mom is no longer with me. Her absence leaves a void that echoes through the corridors of my existence, an ache […]

As fuck. Like I’m literally in the bush sleeping in a fucking tent right now. And the fucked up part about it is that no one who knows me really gives a flying fuck. I guess they all believe this is what’s best for me. Or “he’s good”, “he’ll figure […]

I was doing some thinking.. I wanted to make a blog post but I always get this feeling like it has to be a certain length. It’s like here I go again.. like I’m giving myself some rules on my own damn website about how long MY posts should be. […]

Okay so my VPN server received a full system upgrade to a new faster Ryzen server so I pretty much lost that connection and had to redo my whole pihole server again. All good but the good news is that I still self host my websites so I didn’t lose […]

So as you can see me website is kinda back to the original demo content again. Well… I decided to switch my webserver to my little neo3 instead of the pi 4. I have different plans for the pi and honestly the websites are a bit snappier on the neo […]

Okay so I’ve decided that I NEED TO convert this pop-up into a hard side. There has been a lot of hard wind gusts here in Florida the past couple days and it’s already ripped up the canvas. So I really could use some support.. hurricane season is about to […]

This floor job I got from my uncle.. the installer texted me that he was just going to use his sister tonight to finish the job now. My uncle won’t answer his damn phone ???? Wow this is just straight fucked up! It’s like what the FUCK did I do […]

For some reason tonight I really felt like I needed to get back to writing on here again.. Like, for the past week or so I’ve been kinda busy doing some work and my birthday was on the 6th — just turned 41 yay! ???? Forty fucking one, huh? And […]

Yeah it’s been a bit since I’ve made a blog post or even done any work to my website here. I’ve kinda been a bit busy with some work — a floor actually — and getting rent paid and holy fucking shit.. probation too. That one right there really stresses […]

Yesterday for some reason I had a weird fucking headache all damn day and really couldn’t think ???? for shit. Today though, I’m good and since I don’t have any other work ???? to do today I figured I should do some work here on my website again. It’s not […]